10th
On returning to winter's last gasp.
I’m on my way back to New York after a long weekend in Los Angeles. This stanza by Wallace Stevens struck a chord with me. I feel this way because I am int the process of returning, not because I’ve already returned. New York never feels this way when I’m there, but coming back to March is a kind of feeling, there’s an essence in me that Stevens elucidates in these bold iambs.
from Farewell to Florida
IV.
My North is leafless and lies in a wintry slime
Both of men and clouds, a slime of men in crowds.
This darkened water cloven by sullen swells
Against your sides, then shoving and slithering,
The darkness shattered, turbulent with foam.
To be free again, to return to the violent mind
That is their mind, these men, and that will bind
Me round, carry me, misty deck, carry me
To the cold, go on, high ship, go on, plunge on.